
| Location | Maine Usa |
| Age | 4 years |
| Date of Birth | 22/09/2000 |
| Date of Death | 02/07/2005 |
| Visitors | 5,345 since 10/06/2006 |
| Creator |
Lucas was born on September 22, 2000 at 12:34 a.m. on the equinox. It was obvious from the moment he
entered this world that he had a huge personality and loud voice that was going to be heard!
Lukes loved Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers, the computer, vacuums, batteries, cd's, vinyl albums,
tapes, the color yellow, sets of everything, and his family. He loved to give mama his "rock
concerts" and to let me know everytime I sang that my voice was not good enough to sing Tom Petty
songs. He loved to hang out with Daddy and ask as many questions about everything in life that he
could come up with. Lucas had a curiosity about life that will never be matched.
He loved his big brother, Garrett, and although they behaved like typical brothers there are sweet
memories of the two of them playing in their band together or listening to music. There were also
many salamanders, frogs, and turtles that they caught together and took care of. Garrett released
the 2 salamanders that they had caught the week before the accident so they could be free. Lucas
loved to pick on his little brother, Landon, but he also loved him very much. If Landon fell on the
floor Lucas would kick the floor and tell it to leave his little brother alone.
Lucas used to say that when we, his family, died we were all going to go to Saturn to be
superheroes. Lucas is, I'm sure, a superhero in heaven that plays guitar and has probably taught the
others about high speed internet and Tom Petty! He makes us so incredibly proud.
There is a huge hole in our lives. Our hearts will always belong to Lucas and we know the day will
come when we are with him again. We will get to hug and kiss him (on his forehead only, of course)
and tell him how much we love him and how very empty life felt without him.
He left this earth on July 2nd, 2005 in a tragic accident but he will never leave our hearts or our
minds. He is with us in all that we do and he gives us little signs to remind us that we are always
with him. We will see you soon, Lucas, in a much better place where things make sense again. And
maybe we will all get to visit Saturn.
Thank you to Louise for showing us this wonderful site.
Thank you for all of the kind words that have been expressed.
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This was written by my Aunt Kay. It was written July 5, 2005, 3 days after the accident. I will
always treasure it. My Aunt Kay and Uncle David lost their 20 year old son, Brian, in an accident
over 25 years ago.
Hands along the way (for Lucas) :
Take my hand, dear little man
and do not be afraid.
Your journey won't be very long
Your passage has been paid.
This path looks dark and narrow
But see there along the way?
Are hands of every shape and size
and a light as bright as day!
The first pair of hands are Uncle Bob's
hardworking, strong and true...
With gentle strength and loving care
they will see you safely through.
To where Great Gramp is waiting
his hands outstretched in love.
Care worn and scarred but gentle
still - with guidance from above.
He'll take you further down
the path where others await.
These hands are young and strong and tan
and lead you to the gate.
The cousin's hands will guide you
right on to Heaven's shore -
where warm sun shines and
smiles abound and darkness is no more.
Take one last look, dear little man
look back a final time
and send a word to all of us -
the ones you left behind.
We cannot follow you just now
we've more work to do you see.
But know that our love goes with you
and we'll miss you constantly.
(From Lucas)
"It's okay here, Mom & Dad
this place is not so bad.
It's filled with all my favorite things
and no one here is sad.
Great Gramp and Uncle Bob are here
and cousin Brian too
and many more who know my name
but know that I miss you.
I think I'm going to like it here
in this very special place.
I'm safe and warm and loved a lot
as I wait, again to see your face.
So worry not about me
as we spend this time apart.
For one day we'll be together
I know this in my heart.
Some day the gate will open wide
and you'll travel as I came.
The very hands that brought me here
for you will do the same.
There will be one slight change of course -
I'm sure that you will see
my hands among the many
guiding you to eternity."
by Kay Leavitt
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This letter was written by Carol & Fred Leavitt who have always been and continue to be very dear
friends. The letter was so touching to us that we wanted to share it. It expresses the beauty of
Lucas and the impact he had and will always have on our world.
Letter to Lucas:
Lucas,
A year has past since you left. It's been a year of sadness, grief exceeding understanding and
inevitable change. There have been changes out of necessity not wanted or expected, but life has
changed.
Four short years does not seem very long to have impacted so many, so greatly. But your spirit, your
uniqueness, your intelligence, your family bond has been the reason for a lot of the positive acts
and deeds in those who loved you so dearly. You're also impacting people who never knew you. Your
school is materially better, your classmates have greater opportunities, sick and disadvantaged
children have received things they would not have. Your uniqueness has inspired a fund that is
responsible for so many good things happening. What a legacy for a four old.
Thank you Lucas for your inspiration in the name of good and generous deeds.
Thank you Carol & Fred for always finding the most beautiful words.
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DAYS
Thank you for the days,
those endless days,
those sacred days you gave me.
I'm thinking of the days,
I won't forget a single day, believe me.
I bless the light,
I bless the light that shines on you,
believe me.
And though you're gone,
You're with me every single day,
believe me.
Thank you to Ray Davies for writing such a beautiful song.
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FOR MAMA & DADDY
I'll always be there with you,
and watch the sky at night.
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
that's my halo shining bright.
You'll see me in the morning frost
that mists your windowpane.
That's me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze
from a gentle wind that blows,
That's me! I'll be there,
planting a kiss upon your nose.
When you see a child playing
and your heart feels a little tug,
That's me! I'll be there
giving your heart a big hug!
So, Daddy please don't look so sad,
Mama don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of family and friends
and they sing me lullabies.
(Again, thank you Louise)
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GOD'S GARDEN
God looked around his garden
and found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
and saw your beautiful face.
He put his arms around you
and lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful
He only takes the best.
It broke our hearts to lose you
but you didn't go alone
A part of us went with you
The day God called you home.
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WRITTEN BY YOUR AMMY, LUKES:
There is a place in heaven
that in my dreams I see
You playing amongst the clouds
as happy as can be.
With wildflowers blooming
and Tom Petty booming
With ladybugs and butterflies
that wiggle of anticipation
twinkling in your eyes.
You are our little angel
and with your wings you fly
But here on earth your family
is still asking why?
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Lukes - this was one of the top stories yesterday (November 10, 2006). I am certain that is your way
of saying hello to us and "look at my powers!". Thank you.
One-eyed monster storm seen on Saturn
It looks like an eerie, polar hurricane — but doesn’t act like one
• One-eyed space monster (storm)
Nov. 10: A massive storm churns near Saturn's south pole. Scientists say the system is two-thirds
the size of the Earth's diameter. MSNCB.com's Dara Brown reports.
MSNBC.com
Updated: 12:42 p.m. ET Nov 10, 2006
A freaky storm two-thirds the diameter of Earth and unlike anything ever seen before has been
spotted on Saturn.
The tempest, some 5,000 miles wide (8,000 kilometers), has an oddly human-looking, hurricane-style
eye. But it is very different from a terrestrial hurricane, scientists said Thursday.
NASA's Cassini spacecraft photographed the huge storm. It swirls with 350 mph (560
kilometer-per-hour) winds at the ringed planet's south pole. It has a remarkably well-defined eye,
ringed by clouds that soar 20 to 45 miles high (30 to 75 kilometers), or up to five times taller
than hurricane clouds on Earth.
"It looks like a hurricane, but it doesn't behave like a hurricane," said Andrew Ingersoll, a member
of Cassini's imaging team at the California Institute of Technology. "Whatever it is, we're going to
focus on the eye of this storm and find out why it's there."
The storm's eye is clear of clouds, as with a hurricane on Earth. And the eye-wall clouds are also
similar to those that surround the eye of an earthly storm. Researchers don't know if rising, moist
air is fueling the clouds, as in a normal hurricane. But the storm's eye, eye-wall and spiral arms
are all "hurricanelike," they say.
Yet this storm rotates around Saturn's south pole — astronomers say the pole seems to be within
the storm's eye, and the system seems locked in place.
Other gas-planet storms, like the Red Spot on Jupiter and many smaller storms on both Saturn and
Jupiter, do not have eyes.
This newfound storm's eye offers a window into Saturn.
"The clear skies over the eye appear to extend down to a level about twice as deep as the usual
cloud level observed on Saturn," said Kevin Baines of Cassini's visual and infrared mapping
spectrometer team at NASA's Jet Propulsion Laboratory. "This gives us the deepest view yet into
Saturn over a wide range of wavelengths, and reveals a mysterious set of dark clouds at the bottom
of the eye."
Previous observations have shown that Saturn's south pole is warmer than other parts of the planet
by about 4 degrees Fahrenheit (2 degrees Celsius).
"The winds decrease with height, and the atmosphere is sinking, compressing and heating over the
south pole," said Richard Achterberg, a member of Cassini's composite infrared spectrometer team at
NASA's Goddard Space Flight Center in Greenbelt, Md.
A short video of the storm is available here.
© 2006 Space.com. All rights reserved. More from Space
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March 18, 2007 Hi Lukes - I just read this interview with Tom Petty and thought you should too. I
knew you would be held by his every word:
"Sid Vicious died for what? So that we might rock?" You've got to keep that in perspective. At the
end of the day, they're just phonograph records.
Do something you really like, and hopefully it pays the rent. As far as I'm concerned, that's
success.
I feel sorry for kids these days. They get so much homework. Remember the days when we put a belt
around our two books and carried them home? Now they're dragging a suitcase. They have school all
day, then homework from six until eleven. There's no time left to be creative. The hardest part for
me is when my thirteen-year-old is complaining about the workload. I agree with him. I'm supposed to
be responsible and support the teacher. But it's like, "You're right, son. This is (crap)."
If we're born in God's image, then God knows how we can (screw) up. And he knows that you really
didn't mean it.
I like to be an optimist, but I like to be a realist, too.
The war in Iraq is shameful. Whether you're pro or con Bush, you've got to admit: The guy lied. And
he continues to do so. I can't understand why he's just not run out on a rail. To send somebody's
kids off and have them killed for no good reason -- he's going to have his day in hell for that. I
wouldn't want that karma.
When you kill somebody's little sister with a missile, he's going to hate you forever. And the next
generation will hate you even more.
The great thing about the Wilburys was that none of us had to take the heat by ourselves. I was just
a member of the band. Nobody felt like he was above anybody else. We had such a good time.
There used to be this real sense of community integrity in rock. It has really eroded. Everyone
seems to be on their own now.
When my record company rejected Full Moon Fever, I was hurt so bad. I was pretty far along in my
career at that point. I'd never had anything rejected; I'd never really even had a comment. So when
that happened, it was really just a board to the forehead. But then finally I picked myself up. I
said, "I'm not buying this, there's nothing wrong, I really like this record." And then I waited
awhile, until the top regime at the record company changed. And I came back and I played them the
same record, and they were overjoyed. It turned out to be a huge hit.
"Free Fallin'" is a very good song. Maybe it would be one of my favorites if it hadn't become this
huge anthem. But I'm grateful that people like it.
I guess if I were this age and nothing had gone right, it would really be bad.
What I've learned about marriage: You need to have each other's back; you have to be a kind of team
going through life. That's beautiful-to have that kind of friendship. You're going to need it when
you get old.
Rock 'n' roll was one thing, and then they chopped off the roll and called it rock, which became a
sort of umbrella term for anything with a guitar in it. Like hair bands. How could we possibly
believe that? It's just gotten downright silly, to the point where now it's sort of become like
professional wrestling. The fans know it's phony, but they don't care.
I couldn't exist nowadays. I could never have built a career like I've had if I were just starting
out now. Radio doesn't take a chance on anything anymore; they've streamlined the playlists to the
lowest common denominator. It's really kind of silly that they think people would rather hear
"Stairway to Heaven" one more time than a new song.
As you're coming up, you're recognized song for song or album for album. What's changed these days
is that the man who approaches me on the street is more or less thanking me for a body of work --
the soundtrack to his life, as a lot of them say. And that's a wonderful feeling.
It's all an artist can ask.
What a Star
What a beautiful little boy. Our thoughts are with you all. The loss of a child leaves an indescribable void inyour lives and we know just how difficult the daysweeks and months following are. Take comfort in the fact people do care and theough this site we have realised that strangers can offer you comfort in the darkest times. Take care each of you and I am sure little Lucas is making mischief with my Daughter Olivia, keeping the other angels entertained.
xxxxxx
If I knew it would be the last time
that I'd see you fall asleep,
I would tuck you in more tightly
and pray the Lord, your soul to keep.
If I knew it would be the last time
that I see you walk out the door,
I would give you a hug and kiss
and call you back for one more.
If I knew it would be the last time
I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise,
I would videotape each action and word,
so I could play them back day after day.
If I knew it would be the last time,
I would spare an extra minute or two
to stop and say 'I love you,'
instead of assuming you would know I do.
If I knew it would be the last time
I would be there to share your day,
Well I'm sure you'll have so many more,
so I can let just this one slip away.
For surely there's always tomorrow
to make up for an oversight,
and we always get a second chance
to make everything right.
There will always be another day
to say 'I love you,'
and certainly there's another chance
to say our 'Anything I can do's?'
But just in case I might be wrong,
and today is all I get,
I'd like to say how much I love you
and I hope we never forget,
tomorrow is not promised to anyone,
young or old alike.
And today may be the last chance you get
to hold your loved one tight.
So if you're waiting for tomorrow,
why not do it today?
For if tomorrow never comes,
you'll surely regret the day
that you didn't take that extra time
for a smile, a hug, or a kiss,
and you were too busy to grant someone,
what turned out to be their one last wish.
So hold your loved ones close today,
whisper in their ear,
tell them how much you love them
and that you'll always hold them dear.
Take time to say 'I'm sorry,'
'please forgive me,' 'thank you,' or 'it's okay.'
And if tomorrow never comes,
you'll have no regrets about today.
thankyou xx
Thanks for the candle on Donna's site, all i can say is you have got one very special angel, looking through the pictures brought tears to my eyes, i can tell just how much he was loved and i know that i cant say anything to ease the pain but wish i could, thats so weird about that song maybe its a sign? who knows. Again thankyou xx and you have got such a PERFECT angel xxx
Tom Petty
Hi Lukes - I forgot to tell you that I have been reading the Tom Petty book that you had been looking forward to reading, 'Conversations with Tom Petty'. Daddy has read it many times and I often picture you with that book. I am sure that is how you would have learned to really read, with that book. I can see you in the back seat in your car seat with that book on your lap, telling us every detail about his life.
It is not a book that Mama would normally read but I am finding it very nice to read, of course thinking of you with every word read and every page turned. And with every song that he talks about I remember you singing it, word for word, with your guitar & microphone in hand.
In some ways it feels like a glimpse into what your life might have been like. I know the passion that you felt about music was so intense like T.P. 'Music is everything.' What beautiful songs you are singing in Heaven, Lukes. I Love You, I miss you, always.
Today, July 2nd
Hi Lukes,
I tried to write this last night to you but apparently the site was bogged down because I tried for 3 1/2 hours, obviously unsuccessful. I just wanted to add more to the candle that I wrote to you on this day.
I am so grateful to you, Lukes. You have no idea how much you changed our world. I will never understand why we were given such a precious, incredible gift only to have it taken away far too soon. We still had so much to do and to look forward to. I found your kindergarten soccer registration form, I have never been able to throw it away. I guess maybe if I keep it in my mind one day I'll get to watch you play. You should have been able to play, you would have been a great soccer player, Lukes, and I would have been there for every practice and game cheering you on with such pride.
You made me want to be a better person, to help people, to do my best, to be the best mom I could be. You did it for the short time you were here but you continue to do it each day. I have a mission in life and that is to make you proud. Because you make me so incredibly proud. I love to tell 'Lucas stories' to everyone, anyone. There is no doubt in my mind that you would have somehow made a huge difference in this world. The only thing I can believe is that perhaps this world is too far gone and that is why God chose to take you too soon. I don't know, Lukes, but I know that the only song that kept popping into my head today was 'I'm bluer than blue, sadder than sad, you're the only light this empty room has ever had, life without you is gonna be...bluer than blue' (It's not a Tom Petty song).Please know that even though I sound very lost and sad Mama will be okay and so will Daddy and the rest of us. We will continue to honor you in every way that we can and we will do our best for your brothers. That is the only thing that would be acceptable to you, I know, and we adore your brothers. It is very difficult to wonder, want, ache, miss but I know you are here helping in every way possible until the day we are all together again. What a glorious day that will be.
I Love You.
Lucas 2nd anniversary today
Hi Lucas,
Coming here today makes me feel closer to you and those who loved and still love you dearly. I want to share with you how hard your Mom still works in the good things she does in your memory to make life better for others.
Something else I want to tell you is how brave your Dad is. This April we had a terrible storm that uprooted and loosened roots on trees and made them very dangerous. I was watching the news and there you were in some of your great pictures and there was your Dad telling your story so other parents could know the danger of those trees. He was very brave to do that and I think he could get a job on tv.
With much love and caring to all today.
Fred & Carol
These empty days
Hi Lukes,
Everyone has just left from your garden party. Lots of people were here. Mama, Daddy, Garrett, Landon, Makenzie, Ammy, Ampa, Aunt Kathy, Uncle Tom, Rebekah, Averie, TJ, Uncle John Herrin, Diggie, Guy Loranger (our lawyer who fights so hard for you), my very dear friend Lori (from The Center for Grieving Children), Ray, Billy, Justin. The day was perfect weather-wise. Not too hot but not raining, light breeze - perfect (did you have a talk with Mother Nature?). It was a very hard, sad day but I knew how much fun you would have had with everyone and that somehow you were here. People brought new rocks that were painted especially for you. Your garden is just gorgeous. I miss you sweetheart, so much, it's hard to imagine. Some days are diamonds, some days are rocks, some doors are open, some roads are blocked. Sundowns are golden, then fade away. If I never do nothing, I'll get you back some day. I promise Lukes, I will see you soon in a better place, as soon as I am done here.
All of my love always - Your Mama
Standing on the moon
Hi Lukes. This is all I can think of today, these words and how true they have become. They are words of J. Garcia & R. Hunter (I'm sorry they are not Tom Petty!). Daddy found the song and I thought the words said so much about the last 2 years and the love that we feel for you.
Standing on the moon where talk is cheap and vision true,
Standing on the moon but I'd rather be with you.
Somewhere, anywhere, on a back porch in July,
Just looking up at Heaven at this crescent in the sky.
Standing on the moon with nothing left to do,
A lovely view of Heaven but I'd rather by with you.
- J. Garcia/R. Hunter
The sky is not as blue,
The sun is not as bright,
And the rain brings no peace.
Missing you and dreaming of the day I see you again.
Love,
Mama
WHY?
I wrote this poem for you Lucas:
I see you in the sun rise
as our day begins.
I hear you in the frogs peeping
as our day ends.
I see you in the butterflies
clinging to wild flowers.
I hear you in Tom Petty songs
playing by the hours.
I feel you in the darkness
as I close my eyes at night
I'll always remember the little things
memories I'll hold tight.
I see and feel you in my heart
as every day goes by
And I still look for reasons
but only God knows why.
I Love You, Ammy
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