
| Location | Maine Usa |
| Age | 4 years |
| Date of Birth | 22/09/2000 |
| Date of Death | 02/07/2005 |
| Visitors | 5,346 since 10/06/2006 |
| Creator |
Lucas was born on September 22, 2000 at 12:34 a.m. on the equinox. It was obvious from the moment he
entered this world that he had a huge personality and loud voice that was going to be heard!
Lukes loved Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers, the computer, vacuums, batteries, cd's, vinyl albums,
tapes, the color yellow, sets of everything, and his family. He loved to give mama his "rock
concerts" and to let me know everytime I sang that my voice was not good enough to sing Tom Petty
songs. He loved to hang out with Daddy and ask as many questions about everything in life that he
could come up with. Lucas had a curiosity about life that will never be matched.
He loved his big brother, Garrett, and although they behaved like typical brothers there are sweet
memories of the two of them playing in their band together or listening to music. There were also
many salamanders, frogs, and turtles that they caught together and took care of. Garrett released
the 2 salamanders that they had caught the week before the accident so they could be free. Lucas
loved to pick on his little brother, Landon, but he also loved him very much. If Landon fell on the
floor Lucas would kick the floor and tell it to leave his little brother alone.
Lucas used to say that when we, his family, died we were all going to go to Saturn to be
superheroes. Lucas is, I'm sure, a superhero in heaven that plays guitar and has probably taught the
others about high speed internet and Tom Petty! He makes us so incredibly proud.
There is a huge hole in our lives. Our hearts will always belong to Lucas and we know the day will
come when we are with him again. We will get to hug and kiss him (on his forehead only, of course)
and tell him how much we love him and how very empty life felt without him.
He left this earth on July 2nd, 2005 in a tragic accident but he will never leave our hearts or our
minds. He is with us in all that we do and he gives us little signs to remind us that we are always
with him. We will see you soon, Lucas, in a much better place where things make sense again. And
maybe we will all get to visit Saturn.
Thank you to Louise for showing us this wonderful site.
Thank you for all of the kind words that have been expressed.
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This was written by my Aunt Kay. It was written July 5, 2005, 3 days after the accident. I will
always treasure it. My Aunt Kay and Uncle David lost their 20 year old son, Brian, in an accident
over 25 years ago.
Hands along the way (for Lucas) :
Take my hand, dear little man
and do not be afraid.
Your journey won't be very long
Your passage has been paid.
This path looks dark and narrow
But see there along the way?
Are hands of every shape and size
and a light as bright as day!
The first pair of hands are Uncle Bob's
hardworking, strong and true...
With gentle strength and loving care
they will see you safely through.
To where Great Gramp is waiting
his hands outstretched in love.
Care worn and scarred but gentle
still - with guidance from above.
He'll take you further down
the path where others await.
These hands are young and strong and tan
and lead you to the gate.
The cousin's hands will guide you
right on to Heaven's shore -
where warm sun shines and
smiles abound and darkness is no more.
Take one last look, dear little man
look back a final time
and send a word to all of us -
the ones you left behind.
We cannot follow you just now
we've more work to do you see.
But know that our love goes with you
and we'll miss you constantly.
(From Lucas)
"It's okay here, Mom & Dad
this place is not so bad.
It's filled with all my favorite things
and no one here is sad.
Great Gramp and Uncle Bob are here
and cousin Brian too
and many more who know my name
but know that I miss you.
I think I'm going to like it here
in this very special place.
I'm safe and warm and loved a lot
as I wait, again to see your face.
So worry not about me
as we spend this time apart.
For one day we'll be together
I know this in my heart.
Some day the gate will open wide
and you'll travel as I came.
The very hands that brought me here
for you will do the same.
There will be one slight change of course -
I'm sure that you will see
my hands among the many
guiding you to eternity."
by Kay Leavitt
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This letter was written by Carol & Fred Leavitt who have always been and continue to be very dear
friends. The letter was so touching to us that we wanted to share it. It expresses the beauty of
Lucas and the impact he had and will always have on our world.
Letter to Lucas:
Lucas,
A year has past since you left. It's been a year of sadness, grief exceeding understanding and
inevitable change. There have been changes out of necessity not wanted or expected, but life has
changed.
Four short years does not seem very long to have impacted so many, so greatly. But your spirit, your
uniqueness, your intelligence, your family bond has been the reason for a lot of the positive acts
and deeds in those who loved you so dearly. You're also impacting people who never knew you. Your
school is materially better, your classmates have greater opportunities, sick and disadvantaged
children have received things they would not have. Your uniqueness has inspired a fund that is
responsible for so many good things happening. What a legacy for a four old.
Thank you Lucas for your inspiration in the name of good and generous deeds.
Thank you Carol & Fred for always finding the most beautiful words.
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DAYS
Thank you for the days,
those endless days,
those sacred days you gave me.
I'm thinking of the days,
I won't forget a single day, believe me.
I bless the light,
I bless the light that shines on you,
believe me.
And though you're gone,
You're with me every single day,
believe me.
Thank you to Ray Davies for writing such a beautiful song.
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FOR MAMA & DADDY
I'll always be there with you,
and watch the sky at night.
Find the brightest star that's gleaming,
that's my halo shining bright.
You'll see me in the morning frost
that mists your windowpane.
That's me in the summer showers,
I'll be dancing in the rain.
When you feel a gentle breeze
from a gentle wind that blows,
That's me! I'll be there,
planting a kiss upon your nose.
When you see a child playing
and your heart feels a little tug,
That's me! I'll be there
giving your heart a big hug!
So, Daddy please don't look so sad,
Mama don't you cry.
I'm in the arms of family and friends
and they sing me lullabies.
(Again, thank you Louise)
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GOD'S GARDEN
God looked around his garden
and found an empty place
He then looked down upon the earth
and saw your beautiful face.
He put his arms around you
and lifted you to rest
God's garden must be beautiful
He only takes the best.
It broke our hearts to lose you
but you didn't go alone
A part of us went with you
The day God called you home.
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WRITTEN BY YOUR AMMY, LUKES:
There is a place in heaven
that in my dreams I see
You playing amongst the clouds
as happy as can be.
With wildflowers blooming
and Tom Petty booming
With ladybugs and butterflies
that wiggle of anticipation
twinkling in your eyes.
You are our little angel
and with your wings you fly
But here on earth your family
is still asking why?
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Lukes - this was one of the top stories yesterday (November 10, 2006). I am certain that is your way
of saying hello to us and "look at my powers!". Thank you.
One-eyed monster storm seen on Saturn
It looks like an eerie, polar hurricane — but doesn’t act like one
• One-eyed space monster (storm)
Nov. 10: A massive storm churns near Saturn's south pole. Scientists say the system is two-thirds
the size of the Earth's diameter. MSNCB.com's Dara Brown reports.
MSNBC.com
Updated: 12:42 p.m. ET Nov 10, 2006
A freaky storm two-thirds the diameter of Earth and unlike anything ever seen before has been
spotted on Saturn.
The tempest, some 5,000 miles wide (8,000 kilometers), has an oddly human-looking, hurricane-style
eye. But it is very different from a terrestrial hurricane, scientists said Thursday.
NASA's Cassini spacecraft photographed the huge storm. It swirls with 350 mph (560
kilometer-per-hour) winds at the ringed planet's south pole. It has a remarkably well-defined eye,
ringed by clouds that soar 20 to 45 miles high (30 to 75 kilometers), or up to five times taller
than hurricane clouds on Earth.
"It looks like a hurricane, but it doesn't behave like a hurricane," said Andrew Ingersoll, a member
of Cassini's imaging team at the California Institute of Technology. "Whatever it is, we're going to
focus on the eye of this storm and find out why it's there."
The storm's eye is clear of clouds, as with a hurricane on Earth. And the eye-wall clouds are also
similar to those that surround the eye of an earthly storm. Researchers don't know if rising, moist
air is fueling the clouds, as in a normal hurricane. But the storm's eye, eye-wall and spiral arms
are all "hurricanelike," they say.
Yet this storm rotates around Saturn's south pole — astronomers say the pole seems to be within
the storm's eye, and the system seems locked in place.
Other gas-planet storms, like the Red Spot on Jupiter and many smaller storms on both Saturn and
Jupiter, do not have eyes.
This newfound storm's eye offers a window into Saturn.
"The clear skies over the eye appear to extend down to a level about twice as deep as the usual
cloud level observed on Saturn," said Kevin Baines of Cassini's visual and infrared mapping
spectrometer team at NASA's Jet Propulsion Laboratory. "This gives us the deepest view yet into
Saturn over a wide range of wavelengths, and reveals a mysterious set of dark clouds at the bottom
of the eye."
Previous observations have shown that Saturn's south pole is warmer than other parts of the planet
by about 4 degrees Fahrenheit (2 degrees Celsius).
"The winds decrease with height, and the atmosphere is sinking, compressing and heating over the
south pole," said Richard Achterberg, a member of Cassini's composite infrared spectrometer team at
NASA's Goddard Space Flight Center in Greenbelt, Md.
A short video of the storm is available here.
© 2006 Space.com. All rights reserved. More from Space
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March 18, 2007 Hi Lukes - I just read this interview with Tom Petty and thought you should too. I
knew you would be held by his every word:
"Sid Vicious died for what? So that we might rock?" You've got to keep that in perspective. At the
end of the day, they're just phonograph records.
Do something you really like, and hopefully it pays the rent. As far as I'm concerned, that's
success.
I feel sorry for kids these days. They get so much homework. Remember the days when we put a belt
around our two books and carried them home? Now they're dragging a suitcase. They have school all
day, then homework from six until eleven. There's no time left to be creative. The hardest part for
me is when my thirteen-year-old is complaining about the workload. I agree with him. I'm supposed to
be responsible and support the teacher. But it's like, "You're right, son. This is (crap)."
If we're born in God's image, then God knows how we can (screw) up. And he knows that you really
didn't mean it.
I like to be an optimist, but I like to be a realist, too.
The war in Iraq is shameful. Whether you're pro or con Bush, you've got to admit: The guy lied. And
he continues to do so. I can't understand why he's just not run out on a rail. To send somebody's
kids off and have them killed for no good reason -- he's going to have his day in hell for that. I
wouldn't want that karma.
When you kill somebody's little sister with a missile, he's going to hate you forever. And the next
generation will hate you even more.
The great thing about the Wilburys was that none of us had to take the heat by ourselves. I was just
a member of the band. Nobody felt like he was above anybody else. We had such a good time.
There used to be this real sense of community integrity in rock. It has really eroded. Everyone
seems to be on their own now.
When my record company rejected Full Moon Fever, I was hurt so bad. I was pretty far along in my
career at that point. I'd never had anything rejected; I'd never really even had a comment. So when
that happened, it was really just a board to the forehead. But then finally I picked myself up. I
said, "I'm not buying this, there's nothing wrong, I really like this record." And then I waited
awhile, until the top regime at the record company changed. And I came back and I played them the
same record, and they were overjoyed. It turned out to be a huge hit.
"Free Fallin'" is a very good song. Maybe it would be one of my favorites if it hadn't become this
huge anthem. But I'm grateful that people like it.
I guess if I were this age and nothing had gone right, it would really be bad.
What I've learned about marriage: You need to have each other's back; you have to be a kind of team
going through life. That's beautiful-to have that kind of friendship. You're going to need it when
you get old.
Rock 'n' roll was one thing, and then they chopped off the roll and called it rock, which became a
sort of umbrella term for anything with a guitar in it. Like hair bands. How could we possibly
believe that? It's just gotten downright silly, to the point where now it's sort of become like
professional wrestling. The fans know it's phony, but they don't care.
I couldn't exist nowadays. I could never have built a career like I've had if I were just starting
out now. Radio doesn't take a chance on anything anymore; they've streamlined the playlists to the
lowest common denominator. It's really kind of silly that they think people would rather hear
"Stairway to Heaven" one more time than a new song.
As you're coming up, you're recognized song for song or album for album. What's changed these days
is that the man who approaches me on the street is more or less thanking me for a body of work --
the soundtrack to his life, as a lot of them say. And that's a wonderful feeling.
It's all an artist can ask.
Thinking of You
Lucas
Far away you will never be
Because in our Hearts You Never Left
Happy 7th Birthday honey
Love forever Ammy and Ampa
To Lucas' mummy
Thank you for your little note on Lucas' page, I'm very glad my words meant something to you. I have two children of my own, both of which are my world, and I would never ever want to lose either of them. I read about this site in a newspaper over here and, when I can, I dip in and out of peoples' sites. It probably sounds a bit silly but if, god forbid, I was in your or any other person on here's situation, I would hope that someone would remember my child for just a few minutes so that their life and memory could live on for just a bit longer. Anyway, I'm glad I have been of some help and I will definitely be popping in and out of Lucas' site to light candles etc for him :-)
Hi Lukes
Hi sweetheart. I still cannot believe that in a few days you will be seven! I wish we could fly up to Heaven to bring you our special frosting and celebrate with you. But I know why we can't, we wouldn't ever want to leave, and for some reason (I'm sure you know) it's not our time yet. We have to be away from you now but the time will come when we are with you again and it will be perfect, our hearts will be whole again and things will make sense. Until then, we are with you always just as you are with us always. I adore you sweet baby boy. To Saturn and back.
Thank you Jane, I wish I knew who you were so I could make sure you knew how kind your words felt to me and I'm sure to Lucas too. Thank you, I wish you had met him too, you would be madly in love with him.
To Lucas
I have just spent the last half hour reading through Lucas' beautiful, wonderful, touching site with tears in my eyes. Such a loved and missed little boy. Your words to him are wonderful, so from the heart. I know that Lucas will be playing happily in heaven, keeping watch over you until you can meet again. I am sure that Lucas will never be far from my thoughts and I wish you strength and courage to face all the days ahead without him although it sounds to me like you are one strong brave lady. I wish I had met him. xx
Hi Honey
Hi Lukes--Daddy and Landon are going to pick up the computer today, it better be ready! I am so excited,now I can check your site every day again. It makes me feel better.
Ammy, Aunt Kathy, Mama, and Makenzie are going school shopping today. I know that is making you laugh.
Last night at The Center the people that I made t-shirts for (Ruth's family, I hope you have met her, she owned a record store and loved music like you) saved all of Ruth's albums after she passed and they gave me a framed copy of Tom Petty and The Heartbreakers, Damn the Torpedos. I told them that was one of your favorites. It is so pretty, Lukes, and I just remember all of the fun you had with vinyl albums and how fascinated you were with them. I will put it in one of your special cabinets. It is also a copy that was only given as promotional material and couldn't be sold, it's quite cool. I hope you can see it, you would go mad over it!
Daddy, Garrett and Landon are staying home today so that the girls can have a day out. Keep them out of trouble. I'm frightened to see the house when I get home. Although Daddy does try but Landon is a hurricane.
I Love You loads and I miss you to Saturn and back.
Love, MAMA
Thank You
Lucas you did such a good job looking out for our family while I was in Holland visiting Uncle Heath and family.Uncle Heath said that there was not a day that goes by that he does not think of you . That is true of your whole family Lucas and I know that you know that with all your heart. Have fun each day Lucas until we see you again. All our LOVE,
Hi Lukes!
Hi Honey - I am at Ammy and Ampa's today cutting Ampa's hair. Our computer is at your favorite store, Best Buy. Hopefully they will be able to fix it. We should know in the next couple of days but I don't like not being able to check your site so I think one way or another we will have a working computer in the next few days.
We are all doing fine. I had a very nice woman from Virginia make a sign for your arbor, it is of course shaped like a guitar, a yellow fender strat with your name on it. She did a beautiful job. I will put a picture on your site as soon as I am able to.
Garrett is doing fine. He is dating a girl named Zandra that we all really like. You would think she is cool, she has her lip pierced! She is very cute and makes Garrett smile.
Landon is funny. He is still really into music too and is really into The Grateful Dead, Tom Petty (I believe this is a gift, Bruce Springsteen. A lot of the same music that you like. Daddy and I often talked about the debates you two would have over music. And Garrett too with a whole different taste in music.
Daddy and Mama are fine. We miss you more with each day and think of you always. Wondering, just wondering and wishing. I know that your okay and happy and in the most spectacular of places, waiting, knowing that soon, we will be together again and we will all feel whole again.
We know that you want us to be the best we can be for your brothers.
I Love you loads, Lukes, and I miss you so very much. I will keep you posted on the computer situation!
Love, Mama
Hi Lukes!
Hi Lukes! I brought Garrett up to Ampa's to spend the night so I am using his computer because ours is still broken. The funny thing is that I think I miss it more than anyone. I really dislike not being able to come to your site to say hi but know that I am always thinking of you.
We took Landon to The Dinosaur Playground today because a new church had a small fair there. They had a bouncy dinosaur and a bouncy dog and he was in those the whole time. I thought of you and the memories Mama has of us at that playground. The one that stands out is when you cut your head and had to have stitches and how brave you were. I thought of all the fun times that we had there and how much you liked that playground. Then I thought of how much fun you would have had at the fair and I know that somehow you were with us even if we couldn't see you. I Love You so much, Lukes, and I miss you. You are always with me.
lucas--i was travelling with the boys on july 2nd on our cross-country road trip from colorado to virginia. that day, we were travelling from ohio to virginia and driving through the appalachian mountains that used to take me from ohio to north carolina years ago. the fog was lifting, the sun was coming up and it was absolutely beautiful. and then 'wildflowers' came on the radio. you and your family were already in my thoughts that morning, but the song hitting the airwaves brought back all my sadness and some smiles, too, of the cute little baby i remember from north carolina. thanks for watching over us on our cross country road trip. we miss you.
eileen, denton, quentin and cameron
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